I'm so tired but I wanted to write. First, my job. Well I was supposed to get my first pay check today but I didn't. Pissed me off. I wanted to get my trench coat. Also, I really don't like work. I can stand it though ( Read more... )

Empty spaces fill me up with holes ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at my fucking computer waiting for my mind to sat its ok to go to bed. I'm so tired, but all I can do is sit here with no emotion what so ever. I don't care what ever really happens to me anymore. I just don't give a shit. Maybe if I died I could just go to hell or where ever the fuck I'm going and stay there for eternity. I actually ( Read more... )

I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of myself, I'm sick of people, I'm sick of life. I want to start over again. I want to forget everything I've done. I want a new life. I need to get out of here. Out of this house, away from my normal life. Yeah, I love my friends and family(well kind of), but I need something new and adventurious. And tomorrow I ( Read more... )

I did it again. Now I'm all sad and shit. I'm such a fucking loser.

I'm at my parents office bored as fuck. Anyway, today was a good day, and I say FUCK CHRIS. I'm done with his shit. So yeah, I want to go dancing. I don't know why. Today I wore my really cool hat and my cheap glasses. People said I looked intelligent. YEAH! It was fun because at lunch I decided shoes were not nessecary (sp?), so I took them off. ( Read more... )

I dropped my cookie!!! Good for you Heather.

"I am happy, just not happy that I'm alone."

"Everything I see is in black and white. You are the only color in my life."

"To live death is to die of life ( Read more... )

Today I have been thinking a lot. About Chris. Yes I do like him. I took me a long time to realize this. I know you don't want to but, please Chris, give me another chance. I know i was forward and I shouldn't have been like that with you. The funny thing is, I was never like that until I met you. It would just be nice if you would talk to me. The ( Read more... )