I'm smashing my head into outer space, Christening the sun with my brow.

funny little things popped in my head for no reason. I have no idea what somethings are and what they mean but sure maybe one day I'll get to know. I care so don't say a word.

alright.

The emptiness of feelings. Dissapointed feelings. I wish. I want. I can't ( Read more... )

For some reason I feel like telling her a millon nice things about herself ( Read more... )

Listening to forest by the cure ( Read more... )

london calling-The clash ( Read more... )

just a couple of bands i like now. ha now. The killers(various). Postal service(such great heights). The Cure(all of it), The clash(london callin). Radiohead(creep). Smashing pumpkins. (1979 ( Read more... )

today i lie.. At least i think that i did. I was unsure but i said that i lost hope and in someways i have but not totally. A couple of days ago i sat here and thought for hrs and let myself fall apart. It hurts so much but i did. I still think about her everyday all the time. I just do because well i just do.

I'm such a fucking loser. She's obviously happy with someone else. I want her to love me again. That's all i want. Why can't I have the one person that makes me happy? I just want her to care again. I want her to be with me. I love her so much and it just seems like she doesn't care. Why doesn't she care? She made it seem like she would ( Read more... )

I still feel that i love you because of who you are. You still are so important to me. I loved you so much because of how you treated me. you were there with me because you liked the kind of person i was. You didn't care that i was a little weird or a little shy. You cared for me nontheless and that's why I love you so much. That's why i ( Read more... )