yea, i'm moving....i'm gonna be renting a 2 bedroom slum pit and my friend james might be moving in. FINALLY i'm outta my fuckin mom's house.....fuck!

i got a job at coopers hatchery/turkey farm, FINALLY i got a full time job. now i put in my 2 weeks notice at applebees and am ready to get the fuck outta there. i will be on a first shift schedule from now on so that fuckin rocks. i will be making more money at coopers than at applebee's. it looks like i may get to see emily during her ( Read more... )

as few of you know i turned 23 recently, the whole day started out horrible. i woke up around 3 pm with this horrendous headache. i just wanted to go to bed but i realized i had to get up and renew my tags. so i straggled out of bed and had to buy a new id along with plates. then i went to an AA meeting which i'm not to fond of but i think i need ( Read more... )

shit, i cant believe i went to an AA meeting today. it was so fuckin odd seeing how i havent been to one in like almost 5 years. the last one i went to i almost got into a fight, lol. no shit.

what is happening in the world of bobby...well. i have been fuckin out of control. and it took me this long to realize it. so i decided to quit drinking again. i already went 3+ years without it, what's a few more. it's my piece of mind that's what it is. i have been quite a monster...out of fuckin control. i never thought i'd see myself doing this ( Read more... )

my grandmother Betty Mendez has passed away...i've felt horrible. i feel ill thinking about it. I loved her so much...my grandmother, she loved all of us (except my mom, she attacked her with a 2x4). she lived a hard life growing up with an alcholic neglectful father. she was a poor farm worker until my she married my grandfather at a yound age and ( Read more... )

i'm gradly kicked out again. i guess people who do not follow the lord are not good enough to live according to the all knowing patty weber. my one month old baby cousin dies and she tells me that the baby died because my cousin vinnie is not following the lord. how am i supposed to react to that shit. well...anyway i'm kicked out gladly and ( Read more... )

i just want to be treated as if i am a human being. i'm sick of living at this house. today she accused me of stealing her money and it pissed me off. just because i've been to the joint doesnt mean i steal from everyone. i'm trying to get off probation and get on with my life. i'm sick of being a fuckin pawn for the system. i know i put myself ( Read more... )

not alot happening here, just same old shit, different day. still working at finding a second job or a better one. so far no luck... i want to get caught up on my bills so i can move to the toledo area. i cant take living with mom too much longer, unless i have more outlets to blow off some steam, and now i live there, almost all of them have been

i finally got a job at applebee's as a cook. my mom wants me to get another job as a part of living with her. i dont know what to think of it but i think i'd like to get another one just because of the fact that i dont have to be close to her (or be at home for that matter). i hope this goes well cause i hate working at resaurants. it looks like i ( Read more... )