Comments | deadgirldropout: 021 [Filtered to Lucci and Usopp]

deadgirldropout

021 [Filtered to Lucci and Usopp]

Jan 27, 2010 21:48

I can't do this anymore. I love you both and I can't do this anymore.

Maybe if we just...I don't know. Talk about everything and be completely honest with each other then we can...figure something out? I don't know.

So. Um. I guess I'll just...start from the beginning.

( ...this turned out to be a lot longer than I meant it to be. )

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black_hat_cat January 28 2010, 03:03:11 UTC

I don't...really know what to say about all this, but. First of all, I want to apologize for acting the way I did. I thought about it, and... I really don't care that you slept with Usopp. That doesn't matter to me. As long as I know that you have feelings for me and want to be with me, it's not important to me if you have feelings for someone else or want to be with them too. We've talked about that ( ... )

deadgirldropout January 28 2010, 03:21:31 UTC

I don't really know what to say either. I'm...really relieved that you feel that way. I was afraid that I'd really fucked this up for good. I assure you that I definitely didn't mean it to be spiteful. I just...haven't handled this very well. Any of it. And to be honest I really don't like myself very much right now.

I really don't know how this is going to work out and I still do want to be with you, I just...we need to do this all the right way and be honest with each other. I don't really feel like I deserve either of you but both of you have been...very insistent upon the fact that you love me, so...

black_hat_cat January 28 2010, 03:23:17 UTC

...Obviously I haven't handled it well either. I think we've both made things very complicated for a lot of people. But...you're right. Honesty is a good idea.

deadgirldropout January 28 2010, 03:28:06 UTC

It's really the only thing I could think of at this point. I'm exhausted.

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warriorothesea January 28 2010, 03:08:55 UTC

...I don't really know what you expect me to say, George. I--

You LIED to me. Both of you. And Sanji knew, and...god, Zoro knew too, didn't he?? Am I the only one who DIDN'T know?? I guess the joke's on me.

...how long had this even been going on?? You and him?

deadgirldropout January 28 2010, 03:15:21 UTC

I'm not expecting you to say anything, Usopp. I just...wanted to be honest with you. Because I've done a really shitty job of that. And I know that this doesn't make up for...anything. I just. I don't know what else to do.

Sanji was the only person I told. You weren't the only one who didn't know...I wasn't trying to hurt you, Usopp. The last thing I wanted was for you to get hurt. Because I love you.

...I said in the post. New Year's.

warriorothesea January 28 2010, 03:43:07 UTC

...it seems kinda late for that. I TRUSTED you, George. Both of you!! Jeez, I dunno, you couldn't have at least started by telling me we apparently DID break up at some point? Am I really that pathetic that you couldn't just--well. Never mind; I guess the answer to that one's obvious.

Really? Well, you've got a funny way of showing it.

warriorothesea January 28 2010, 03:43:30 UTC

...n-no. Never mind. I didn't mean--forget I said that. I...I just don't know what to--

You said you DECIDED, not that--forget it.

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