"Sometimes I feel like Giving Up."You know, sometimes you just have to hate life.. simply for being forced to life it ( Read more... )

I know you'll keep them, so this is what I've done.Firstly, let me extend a major apology for my lax in journal writing. I just got off of MidTerms week and needless to say I'm beat. I have been online but I lost track of time. Yep, it's rather apparent I'd be the one with some time management problems, yes? Little procrastinator that I can be ( Read more... )

May others plan their future, I'm busy lovin' you..

Hey guys! First post of the New Year, eh? This is a little belated, but.. Happy New year!New years was a little up and down for me, I got in a small spat later on with a friend, but I think I wad too drunk on vodka and brandy to care. My father and I went out to the back, shooting off some rifles ( Read more... )

You would think my love was really somethin' good. Baby if I could, Change the World.Well, I've been up for a bit now, working on that report. I've only got 3 and a 1/2 pages done. Do you have any idea how much research is required to go against SSRI drugs? Jesus.. Then, once the fucker has finally been completed I get the lovely task of ( Read more... )

You can have my absence of faith. You can have my everything.Okay, so, I'm definitely in a better mood now! Not the best, but a better. I did get to talk to Joe for around 10 to 15 minutes, which, though not great, is wonderful to me because we simply spoke with each other. He sounded so tired though.. He did give me a goodnight kiss straight into ( Read more... )

It's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all.Well, somehow there was a loophole in my good mood. As always there is. So now, I'm literally a wreck. Yeah, I'm talking tears here. Why? I don't know. I honestly don't. You see, I had called Cody's cell. Still over his mom's, about to head to Bob's. Said to call back in a bit, when his phone said ( Read more... )

You and me, let's just be honest. We're gonna run.. nothing can stop us. Even the night that falls around us.They're not gonna get us!

First off.. let me just scream.. NEW LAYOUT! Doth thou like ( Read more... )

Show Me Love..'Till I'm Screaming for More

Caution: This Entry Contains Sugary-Sweet Content, And May Cause Sickness To the Reader. Read At Your Own Risk!
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This is the epitome of happiness! I just got off the phone with Joe, we talked for 44 minutes.. he was playing his game, and this time he fuckin' stayed on the phone! He told me everything ( Read more... )

Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping trill.This, dear fellow fools, was the laziest day of my life. I sat on my ass and either slept, listened to CDs on loop, talked on the phone, or stared at the TV. I feel utterly ashamed. Add on the fact that I have talked very little to any of my friends, disregarding one. [ Scott ]. So, now I'm ( Read more... )

'cause I an't been nuttin but bad!Time for me to head off bed. It's been a really lazy day. Now, the good news is, as tradition, I opened one Christmas present before the actual holiday occured. What I got was some comics. So.. I got to read those. The bad news is, that reading is really all I am able to do. My tonsil is aching like my friends when ( Read more... )