well i am sad that i did not get to see ono! ninjas last night. i was going to go but ticky couldn't go therefore i couldn't go. i really want to see them. i want to see bj too. its been forever. i talked to my mom on the phone for a little while this morning to wish her a happy mother's day. i haven't seen her in over a year. i guess i miss her, ( Read more... )

i am so confused right now. there is so much going through my head.

why do we always want what we can't have?

nerve endings dissaray ( Read more... )

fuck ( Read more... )

. i have negative amounts of emotion. nothing seems real anymore. days seem like blurs to me. there were frogs between the two roofs. we watched them from the balcony. its hard not to feel like everything i do is just a lie. its hard to believe that what i am standing in is just an empty stage full of nothing and ( Read more... )

ok so the last performance of the play was last night.we all did really well. everyone loved it. i am sad that it is all over though because, like jennie said, now we dont get to spend every day together ( Read more... )

the clock ticks like a dripping faucet ( Read more... )

we are proof that the heart is a risky fuel to burn

damn.. i haven't updated in awhile. i have been so busy with the play and everything. i have been staying after school for 2-3 hours every day this week to rehearse. the play is next week and we still don't have our sets ready, but at least we know our lines. so i have been incredibly tired lately. yesterday, i came home at about 5:30 and i passed ( Read more... )