i wish everyone was a sucker for second chances ( Read more... )

ill be 20 in 9 days. teenage years gone.
what happened to it all?
where did all that time go?

[my name is]: ray ( Read more... )

after being up for over 24 hours you start to see things or hear things that you know arnt there. tonight i heard her voice, i usually hear it in my dreams, but i thought i could hear it in my ear. i knew she wasnt there, but i wanted to believe it so bad that i just kinda closed my eyed and listened to the soft wisper of her voice. i wish it ( Read more... )

okay, ill keep this short ( Read more... )

they say the truth is always the best policy. that it will set you free. that its what binds us. tonight, it broke me into a thousand pieces. i dont want to lift my head, my reflection right now seems to let me down. things have been really shitty recently, i know all ive ben doing is complaining but it seems like all im good at right now. ( Read more... )

i suppose its almost impossible to even being to immagine that it hurts not to see your face.

so its been a long time since my last update, but of well im sure no one reads or pays attention to this. so im writing so that i dont forget. recently ive been in the process of moving to DE for school. i got my own place, its huge and way awesome so i cant wait to move in. im all by myself which has its ups and downs, while i dont have to ( Read more... )

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its been 5 years and i still cant bring myself to kiss you goodnight. i watched you sleep in my car on the ride home and even though you couldnt hear me, i almost told you how i felt. the words im looking for seem to hide behind my teeth, and the heart i need to say them seems to hide behind my ribs. i dont know how, i dont know when, i dont know ( Read more... )