back stabbing fuckers.

aparently my friends have been saying terrible lies behind my back. real nice of you. no one wants to listen, everyone wants to asume.

lets just forget everything said. everything we did. goodbye.

im fuckin sick. tonight i want to dream a thousand dreams and sleep a thousand nights.i just want to forget it all without beign awake.

party at tonys was totally awesome from far away. we all had fun, and it was great. however, way too much drama and mixed emotions. depressing times, and odd sleeping arangements. i always find myself biting my tongue and never saying anything, this is one of those times. i just watned to go home.

i dont know what im doing anymore, sometimes i wish it were true what they used to say....dont sail too far you will fall off of the earth, if that were the case..id be 500 miles east right now, in a boat, waiting for that fall.

i was the one worth leaving.

ive come to a few conclusions:
im never going to win
nothing i do is good enough for anyone
i cant help but get hurt
i always seem to put myself in situations that turn out horrible
no matter how hard i try, your always going to be in my dreams
i cant wait for summer

..those days are gone forever
i should just let them go, but
i can see you..

to be a very long day, i can just feel it. its just one of those days where i want to fall asleep and wait till the storm passes. sometimes i want to go over your house and just ask what the hell happened....other times, i just wanna go over and kick you in the face for being so heartless, because of you, i truly believe that i am in fact the ( Read more... )

these days are the worst. especially this time of year, it reminds me of the early nights we would just be lazy and lay in bed untill you fell asleep next to me. last night i drempt of you and it hurt so bad when i woke up, a feeling i never want to feel again but i know that those nights will come without reason just to ruin me. you said you ( Read more... )