April is the turning point. With April comes spring, warmer weather, bluer skies, and butterflies in the pit of my stomach. Here I am, 31, getting ready to take another venture into the unknown world. Planning for a move. A big move. Doing what I swore I'd never do again. I'm following my heart. I have found love. I have found my equal. I ( Read more... )

My heart throbs for you. Each breath escaping my lips, lingers with a taste of you. Eyes fixated into your gaze as you lean in for a tender kiss. Our lips barely  touch before you whisper my name. We stand so close. Our lips never fully embrace each other. Your hand runs through my hair as shivers of ecstasy roll over my body. I close my eyes and ( Read more... )

How do I describe the feeling I carry in me? Love? Seems more then that. It's been so long that I forgot how wonderful it can feel when someone returns that feeling back. So many thoughts, so many dreams, so many wonderful wonderful feelings. Perhaps this is the year my life finally gets back to where it used to be. Perhaps this time it's ( Read more... )

What is privacy anymore these days? With the internet all open to anyone who knows how to click the right buttons. What is privacy when a cell phone is laid about wide open for anyone's eyes to peer into ( Read more... )

Another year gone. I look back and wonder if I could change anything what would that be? I can't think of anything worth changing. I may not have many friends but the ones I have are there for me once in awhile. My love life was in turmoil and had its ups and downs. Single all year long. And work sucked regardless. Hmmm ( Read more... )

I look forward to the day I don't have to look at a computer screen to look at your face. To feel the warmth of your lips touching mine instead of seeing forward slash. To hold you close and smell you in. I know that smile on my face will hurt after awhile being around you but it will be natural. It will be worth the wait. I can already tell ( Read more... )

My heart still beats for you. You seem so distant. I try to talk to you and still show interest, but you ignore me and stay quiet. It still hurts even now. Why do I still harbor feelings for you when I know it's so pointless. I hate that my heart loves you so much. I hate that you always forget about me. Every day we move away from each ( Read more... )

I often wonder why things happen the way they do. I ask for something I want so badly it practically lands on my lap.... Yet its here but I still can't have it. I pull myself away. I don't want it this way. Everything feels right but yet so wrong. My heart plays tug of War deciding which way to lean. One is have so many feelings for but I do not ( Read more... )

How can I fly, when I'm tethered to this world ( Read more... )

In my head I only heard one thing, "Wake up ( Read more... )