ok, so i might have over reacted just a bit. we patched things up, and everything is great. i need to learn to relax. everything will be alright ( Read more... )

well...it's amazing how fast things can change. my new found love interest has, in the past couple days, almost completely destroyed everything we have made. i don't even know what to think. a guy at work has been telling me, ever since i started working with him, that there is only one woman you can trust, and you call her mom. that is becoming ( Read more... )

well...i don't really know what to say. i should be in bed sleeping right now, but i'm not ( Read more... )

lots of stuff...lots of stuff...i got myself a girl. yee haw. she's russian. i like her a whole lot. we've got a different relationship than what i'm used to. we're completely honest with each other. and you know what? it really works. i don't have to hide anything from her, i don't have to worry about what i say, or think, or anything. it's the ( Read more... )

falling fast...falling hard. need to slow it down...arrrgg. need to try and grab ahold of the rope...keep myself from hitting bottom. let's see if i can do it.

well, things are going pretty good. the fork is doing it's job, and the knife and spoon aren't interfering, makes me happy ( Read more... )

" You see " the devil said with a chuckel, " I have been evolving too."

well oddly enough, i have come across another fork. the spoon and knife are nowhere to be found. thus i must either take it or leave it. i have not yet decided which course to take. both options are equal in there appeal...thus the difficulty. i could wait another six years, but there are no guarnties in life. six years...quite a long time to wait ( Read more... )

misuse of the feelings involved will surely end in destruction. one may speak and reply possitively all the while having full knowledge that they feel just the opposite. i have been through it before. i know the outcome of such an event. i shall stand by and make no move one way or the other. the end shall choose it's own course.

this past weekend, was one of the greatest i've had. thank you to everyone that was there. we'll do it again soon.