i'm still alive...

but i've lost my purpose...

soo...things are changing. it's all up to me, or so they say. years of complaining with nothing being done about it. i do believe that goes both ways, though it's still my fault. i don't feel wanted, haven't for a long time. but that doesn't matter. it's my fault. turn it around in a month they say. that's not going to be easy. i'll screw it up ( Read more... )

BOOM! things may be much different from here on out

well, kitchen still isn't finished, but it's a lot closer. i'm shooting for 2 weeks. ok ok, 3 weeks ( Read more... )

things aren't going as planned. irina will be home tomorrow and i'm not even close to being done. she's going to be disappointed. i'm stressed.

yet again... AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!

AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

welcome ( Read more... )

i'm broke
but what else is new?
remodeling...
slow process
lost in court, but i figured as much
christmas is coming
the goose is getting fat
please to put a penny in the old man's hat
i haven't heard from shelly
i miss her
my band is falling apart
what band, more like it
time to go
i'm hungry

well, well...look i did what i said i would do, write in this thing again. didn't think i would do now did ya? ha! anyways, it was a success! i can't go into much detail right now, sensitive readers may veiw this you know. but i will say that this opportunity will not pass me by. i have had too many missed opportunities in the past, and i'm tired ( Read more... )

well, it's me again. didn't think you'd hear from me now did ya? well, where do i start? my roommates moved out, finally. i lost my job. my best friend is backpacking through europe for six months. my band lost it's lead guitarist and bassist, and we're looking for a new singer. and my girlfriend is driving me nuts. there, i guess that's the ( Read more... )