sadjester51: I USED TO BE A PUNK-FAGGOT MALLRAT HOT TOPIC MIDDLE SCHOOL KID ( Read more... )

Why am I so insecure? I don't even know myself.

This year isn't going as well as last year. Last year I got 90's on all my first tests. This year its a joke. Spanish..thats even a better joke, I have no idea. Honestly the only way to pass is to cheat and have my friends help me. Its only to look good for "college". Which doesn't matter since I'm ( Read more... )

HELLOS LADIES ( Read more... )

Honestly. Myspace is a joke. The women who are half naked and caption that says "SPANK ME PLEASE"....really makes me wish that my computer will crash right then and there.
Well as of now I just downloaded the song "back that ass up".
Just something came into mind.

Well yeah i don't know.
I'm just sweating in my draws.

HA!

No matter which way you go, no matter which way you stay, your out of my mind ( Read more... )

I don't know whats going on anymore. I try to make things better and it just seems like its getting worse. Its like, everything I touch just falls apart. I don't know what to say anymore, except "I'm sorry". My guilty feeling just doesn't help.
I feel pretty damn worthless right now.

Its alright. Its my fault. I'll just lay low for awhile.

Nothing is going right. All the words I try to type down aren't coming out right. I should just believe in god since my ticket to heaven is 100% garunteed. I don't lie, Everything I do is understandable if you just give me a few minutes to explain, I don't understand how people can just make up things. Its me. I don't understand alot of things, and ( Read more... )

I think its been close to a year. I even called and I didn't even get a call back. Its alright, I'll think of something..I guess ( Read more... )

I went to sleep at about 7 this morning. Woke up at 3.

Tonight is the night of a new sleeping pattern.


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Late night at the diner. Kaitlin and I are the only ones I think dance in the middle of the parking lot. or maybe not. I'm pretty tired through out the day but whatever. Worked an hour today big 10 bucks. I finally found that Against me! song. Finally.


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