I can't stop thinking about things ( Read more... )

I don't know how to handle myself with feeling depressed.
I just went for a walk..about a mile and realized I was going to have to walk a mile back.
I was though hit on by some boys in a truck.
I sat by the lake to just think.
I don't know.
I should eat.
I just...don't know.
I feel horrible.

Honestly I'm not doing to well and I'm just all torn up inside. I keep hoping for the best and I just know its not going to happen or else it would of been saved before it ever got this way. I shouldn't be crying. I'm just stupid. I'm hoping everything can be saved and its just something like the samething I went through ( Read more... )

I didn't do any of my homework....
Fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
yeah over it too.
i don't care about school right now.
yeah.

Nothing really interesting has happened from yesterday to today. I honestly don't know whats going to happen to us. Just a long phone call, repeating the same questions over and just being honest. I don't think I have anymore tears to cry for awhile but then again I could just be saying that. My family lately has been worried about me. I got yelled ( Read more... )

Right now I wish I was invisible. I don't want anyone to see me, I don't even want to see me. I just don't understand how people can be so mean...why do they use empty words and say things so mean when I did nothing. I didn't deserve how things turned out and if I knew they were going to be like this then I would take it all back. Take back from ( Read more... )

Nothing is going good.
Its alright I like crying everyday.

kaiZasaurus rex: kaitlynn kaitlynn you're so hot.
you make me do the robot.
you act real tough and kick boys butts

Really, even though we missed AGAINSTME! We have to see them next time there here. I dont care we are going even if we're walking ( Read more... )

So far this year I have been ashamed to be Kaitlynn. My head is just ASDHDFSAKLJHKJA!!!!#@!!!. Usually I do so well in school and now Im just pretty worthless. It just started so maybe I'm being over paranoid. I feel like I gained weight but ironcally I lost 3 more pounds. I don't want to work this weekend. I hate the job and well yeah I love ( Read more... )