You read the title? Well there was another school shooting spree, not too far from here. It's all over the news. Not only that the distance is small, but I was also planning on going to that college in a few years. Maybe this incident will have an affect on my decision.

I haven't heard from him yet.. I last spoke to him yesterday, but it seems like ( Read more... )

I'm still tired from that batch of homeworks I've done the other night. I'm so tired, I should be sleeping right now, but I still got more pages to do. Ah, why am I stuck doing advance math classes again? I doubt I'm going to make it as a scientist in the futur.. What do I even want in my futur?! Hmmm.. A loving family, a husband who loves me more ( Read more... )

Everything went on better than planned..
But nothing was planned.
But everything was perfect..
And I love him so much. <3

Yay! I get to see him again today.
And Hopefully today will be better than the other days.
Just being in his presence makes me weak.
Just seeing him smile makes me want to smile too.
Is there something wrong with falling in love,
With the same guy for the millionth time?
I hope not, because that's whats going on with me.
I can't help it,
I can't deny my ( Read more... )

Nevermind what I posted before.. 
I give up this stupid game.
It just makes me cry like a stupid 5 year old.
I won't stop crying ever since 6 o'clock.
I feel as if everything that's happend between us never really did happen.
Or is doesn't mean shytt to you.
But I want to let you know that yes, I do still love you.
But I can't keep on waiting, pretending ( Read more... )

Instead of staying back and getting lost in your mind, please take the time to hear me out?

Whethere the world likes this or not, I can't lie about myself all the time. I love you. Not anyone else. And though I know I am hurting some people out there, I'm sorry, but I can't change the way I feel.

I can hide it, I can pretend it's not there, I can ( Read more... )

Ahh, what was I thinking, going all crazy like that yesterday afternoon? If I knew what would happen after, I would of never acted in such a stupid way.. But for once I'll try to forget about my stupid mistakes.. Atleast I know I learn from them. 
So many mistakes made, but we can fix things, right? Because we were always good at that. We were ( Read more... )

It's going too far, overboard.. 
I can't take it.

And they say that one day, all will change, for the best. And we will learn from our mistakes through time. There are some mistakes that can't al;ways be fixed though, and some of them we will regret a bunch later on.. And if I was the type to be able to understand, maybe this wouldn't of happend. And all her mistakes, I shall regret. Her every ( Read more... )

It's 12 AM about, I'm tired. I'm up. I'm hungry, so hungry.. I forgot to eat supper again! So many things I forget, like it's past my bedtime.. I forgot my bedtime too. I gotta get organised, I gotta remember things. School is around the corner. Actually, its this week. Going to secondary 4 now, going to a higher grade, and hopefully, a much better ( Read more... )