Hmm..New lj. I feel like starting all over again. It's p3rfectZER0 for those who want to know. Anyway, later days.

Yes, I stopped updating. My msn space is way much easier to get to, and besides, nobody reads this anyways. If ever you still want to read me though, my spaces address is:

http://so-romantique.spaces.msn.com/

Much love <3

p3rfectZER0__.
xoxo

((2 days before my 16th birthday!))

Wow haven't been here for almost a month!
My birthday is coming up soon.. Like on the 16th of october. It's not affecting me all that much, but for those who want to know, I'm going to be 16.
I noticed I update my msn spaces more then my lj. That's not normal.
Maybe it's 'cause it's easier to access.
I really want that digital cam, but its 299$ more ( Read more... )

Mood: Sad,confused,unconfident,hopeless.
Song: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Motivation of the day: The thought I'd get to see you again. But then I realised that wasn't possible when I got into the bus.

I picked up the phone, but there's no one on the other side. I looked out the window but not even my reflection stairs back. I lie ( Read more... )

I'm empty. And all I do is cry. And I was trying my best to hide that fact that all this was affecting me. But I can't hold on to my tears forever, and now I cry. I always cry, for various reasons, but I guess tonight, the reason is less stupid then the others. To tell you the truth, I hate crying, though it makes me feel better. When I cry, ( Read more... )

You gave me a bit of hope, but that shattered too.

I just miss you so much.. when will this circle of events stop?

..keeps on happening again & again..

I'm trying to breath, but I'm having difficulties. And now I'm starting to wonder, why weren't you ever there for me? I keep getting shit sent down my way, I have no clue how to push it all away..

Take me again, and turn me back to nothign, so I can feel the wind whisper in my ear & tell me everything will be okay.. Help me to stand my ground, to ( Read more... )

When will this nightmare be over? It started as a dream but I know where it's heading.. 
I'm getting nowhere like this, I'm such a fag, crying over nothing again. Instead of growing up, I seem like I'm losing it, getting younger, more naive, stupider each time.  What am I here for? I feel as if I'm being playe again. Oh yeah, that;s right. That's ( Read more... )

How to say goodbye? I never knew the correct way.
Just the thought of it, and I'm already starting to cry.
I thought I'd be able to get through with this.
I never expected this to happen.
And why always to me?
I'm weak, I'm fragile, I'm hopeless, I'm worthless.
Why can't I do anythign better than ask myself pointless questions and cry?
I don't want ( Read more... )

Ahh, what am I waiting for? Nothing, because I'm sort of giving up on this one. Again, because that's all I ever do. I haven't even opend any of my workbooks because I'm too busy looking out the window, hoping you'll show up one day or another. Damn, ain't I hopeless? I've been waiting for you  since yesterday! And you never showed up. But that's ( Read more... )