I dunno.. It's not even that.. maybe wondering if it makes me a bad person cus I'm not feeling anything? Regret that I didn't get to know her more? Talk to her more? Do something?
its hard when someone you know dies, of course. I don't think I know this person. She's someone you knew in Toronto? I am sending hugs, my man, I understand that it would be hard to know how you feel. Death is this crazy thing, it affects us all in different ways. Take care, and I'm sure we'll talk again soon.
She was this skinny little gothy girl. I woulda had a photo of her but it was just as my camera ran out of batteries.. actually.. on her journal she had a whole post dedicated to 'other peoples pictures I got into at Pride'.
She was selling fairy wings and had a load of gay pride stickers on her boobs... :) I don't think you did know her. She lived out by Niagra and only visited Toronto a few times while I was there.
Wow... that's intense... Frankly, I'm not sure how I would deal with such a revelation myself, so I don't blame you at all for not seeming to feel anything.
Something tells me when my grandparents pass away, I will barely bat an eyelid... not because I hate them or anything, but just because I'm not horrendously close to them.
I've experienced something similar. A guy that was part of the same social circle as me in first year that I never really got to know died when I was in third year. It's funny, I was thinking of him just this morning because I saw someone that looked really like him.
*hugs* There is no 'wrong' way to react to a death, so don't feel guilty. You react as you do.
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I can't describe the feeling.
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She was this skinny little gothy girl. I woulda had a photo of her but it was just as my camera ran out of batteries.. actually.. on her journal she had a whole post dedicated to 'other peoples pictures I got into at Pride'.
She was selling fairy wings and had a load of gay pride stickers on her boobs... :)
I don't think you did know her. She lived out by Niagra and only visited Toronto a few times while I was there.
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Wow... that's intense... Frankly, I'm not sure how I would deal with such a revelation myself, so I don't blame you at all for not seeming to feel anything.
Something tells me when my grandparents pass away, I will barely bat an eyelid... not because I hate them or anything, but just because I'm not horrendously close to them.
Hang in there, hon.
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*hugs* There is no 'wrong' way to react to a death, so don't feel guilty. You react as you do.
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