I'll dig up the bones if I feel like it. I'll pull you out of your miserable little lie of a life because I can. I'll show you what reality is because you deserve it. Your perfection sickens and excites me. You are all that I despise and all that I want. You are everything that I cannot have and I WILL take what I want. There is nothing you can do ( Read more... )

Feels like I've been gone for an eternity.

I know that all I've done to you is wrong. You don't know yet. I'm afraid to tell you the truth. You're in love with a lie that is wrapped in the illusion of truth. The stories don't match the cover. One week...hell...less than one week. I wore my mask so that you wouldn't run. I wore my mask because you frightened me. And now that you're coming ( Read more... )

I will call you up. I will rewrite my own future. What is eternity, if you cannot have the happiness you deserve in life?

..was speaking to you. My second mistake was trusting you. My third mistake was loving you. 3 strikes and you're out.

I am ready to snap.

When the blood is running down my arms, will you care? Is that what it will take?

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It feels like I'm not real anymore.

My life is strange and surreal. Nothing seems real anymore. Just checking in. I've not died yet.

I wish I could go back in time. I can't do that. As far as I know, nobody can. If you can, I'd love to know.