So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

 melodramatic, pretentious high school students are getting really old. millwood high is such a joke.

realizing you're only a filler and a back up really sucks
only seven months until summer

i can't articulate how tired i am of everything. the past five years have been a never ending cycle of the exact same thing. i need a break from everything in sackville, come on graduation..

 every autumn, and every christmas, i have such high expectations.
my expectations are rarely met, and it makes me sad!

 i feel like this year is off to a good start. moving closer to sackville, two frees, two favourite classes.... favourite season and favourite people.
i'm sure next semester, the sentiment will be gone, but for now i am very happy, and revisiting the idea of going to school in paris next fall isnt putting me in any worse of a mood at all.. tehe!
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I think it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the wonderful memories but find yourself moving on. It's perfectly normal.

- Nicholas Sparks

when was it that i stopped living and began sleep walking through my life?

jessica.
new york.
cuba.
graduation.
europe.

in that order.
millwood seems so insignificant.

 i love europe.