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Its funny how Ive been drunk every night for the past week and for the last 4 nights havent stumbled in the front door before about 4am. Damn this living back at home sucks ass. I cant go out dow hat i want stagger in at ungodly hours without coping a lecture. Fucking parents Im old enough to be doing this its my time to have fun its what im meant ( Read more... )

 
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Think I might have found the tatt design for my lower back. Love it but im still gonna keep looking and see what else i can come up with!

Heres the two songs I have in my head. Both Dope Stars Inc... Industrial and suits my mood perfect and seems to make ALOT of sense tonight.

xxxx

Please follow straight the way that will lead you
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Yes Ive been drinking and yes im sitting here dead bored and no-ones msn or yahoo and im writting again. Why I dont know. So many many words inside yet I have to get them out some how and this seems the perfect way. *sigh* sitting at home and drinking myself stupid once again hoping to dissapear into oblivion......

This is the everlasting
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Say You Love me 
Say You Want Me 
Say Youd Kill To Have Me There
Ive Been Dying Right Here
Spinning In Circles
Forgetting Where I Am
Lost Within These Thoughts
Wondering
Drowning In Temptation
Forget Me Not
In Lust We Are Reborn

Sick yet again.. After 4 odd years of this im totally sick of it altho (*)Hopefully(*) this time theyll get to the bottom of this and ill actually be able to get my job back and get a life! Been thinking and as soon as I happen to get better and I make up my mind what I want Im gonna get my side done. My parents will murder me but im past caring. I ( Read more... )

Its 1.30am yest again. Im sick of this not sleeping at all and sitting online, sad part is I have nothing better to do.Well not for a couple of days and then itll be another week long of Intoxication and randomness and not remembering much whatsoever ( Read more... )

Was it a good idea to move back into my parents place and get away from the city? In a way I think it was seeing as things with friends turned to crap and it was just a head fuck. My laptop is in its way out so its looking like i wont have it for a while but I should still be able to get on and catch people ( Read more... )