Got a good job, life is good.

Tiffany and I are still together and just had our year anniversary. We've been thru hell and back but hopefully we can figure shit out and stay together. I have never loved anyone more. I guess that's it for now.

So I've had a really bad month right? Really panicy and racing thoughts, insomnia..all of it. I even tryed to leave my girlfriend for no real reason (is this normal for us?) But heres the catch. A friend of mine gave me two doses of Atavan for the past two days and I felt like a whole new person. Is it really possible for a pill to work that well ( Read more... )

I am doing ok these days. Currently looking for employment because mom dropped my as of last week. It was kind of funny today though because she asked me to do a job with her in Andrews. Ive talked to Granny a couple times in the last week..so thats good. Ive been in contact with Dad pretty often as well. He wants me to come see him for about a ( Read more... )

Things are going ok these days. I helped a friend bury her dog today. Not fun...but thats what friends are for. I have a new love interest but we are taking it slow, which is fine with me. Haven't heard from Laura..never replied to her last letters either. Her mom told my mom that she doesnt want us to get back together. Which is cool because we ( Read more... )

Well..there must of been an angel with me and that little boy today at the pool. Hanna, Hayden and I were swimming and came up to a little boy who wasn't moving under the water. We all three weren't sure what to think but knew something wasn't right. So Hayden decided to go down and tap on him to see if he was ok. I just figured he was playing and ( Read more... )

somethings...I guess we'll just never understand.

Why does shit always have to fucking happen in my life? What did I ever do so wrong. It's like from day one..my parents werent planning and probably didnt even want me. I try to be the nice guy and people take me the wrong way. Always. Why do I do shitty things that I dont mean to do. Fuck. Ok I needed to get that out.

Laura just got sentenced 5 years in state prison. What the fuck man. What the hell am I suppose to do now!? Dammit boy.

J told me to stop talking to her all together, so I said ok fine and respected her on that. Then her friend Michelle calls and leaves an ugly vm on my phone. I was at work so I couldn't listen to it. Laura apparently called my vm box and listened (which she has never done so it threw me off) and called me questioning me about it. So anyway next ( Read more... )