wow its been a really long time since ive wrote in this damned thing. To Much shit has happened. and i hate everything right now. make me happy. i cant do it.

i need alcohol..

everythings going down the drain..I cant wait til june when i go away..i dont plan on coming back for a while unless something happens..who cares? i love......no..i cant..nevermind..i am eventually going to forget this place..i wish i could..i cant..June 19th hurry up and get here..please? i hate pretty words.."please dont unless this is something ( Read more... )

yo yo yo...whats up gansters?..uhh dont ask..anyway..umm nothing is really new..ive been hanging out with skot a lot lately. which is cool..exams are over.im bored. have band practice..

i had my science exam today..it went alright. i probably failed oooohh well. I went to photography and finished up my exam because i would have had to come back on friday..Then chantal and i caught a ride with andrew to shelbys house. yeahhh..we took pictures and danced. haha.it was awesome....Shelby showed me how to shake my ass. now im gansta... ( Read more... )

SOOO i havent updated this thing in a while. This week i have exams. I had math and photography today. Went alright. tomorrow is science. advanced physics. its going to kick my ass. oh well. last night was interesting. lol. I called shelby to see how she was and all that jazz and asked if she wanted to go to the mall but she couldnt get ahold of ( Read more... )

i hate being grounded. I want to go out tonite.

yeah this weekend went by way to fast..i wasnt able to everything i wanted to but oh well. Friday i was going to go to the movies but didnt because my mom said i was going to the concert on saturday and couldnt go to both for some controling reason. Then i got a call saying the show was cancelled by that time it was to late to meet up with the ( Read more... )

its fucking cold!!! snow is pretty but a pain in my ass..ive been really sick lately. blah..been really tired too. Tomorrow a shit load of people want to come over to my house. i doubt if any of them can. Tomorrows a dance. im debating if i should go to that or not. chantal wants to go. this saturday im going to the show at dana rec at 830. should ( Read more... )

Well Friday what did i do? hmm. Oh yes i had Chantal and Alicia over at my house. went alright. we watched eurotrip (again) and danced to gansta rap and marilyn manson. interesting mix. ALicia and i havent really gotten along lately. Its because of me, but whatever. Saturday was Shelby's birthday so we went over there with Bryan we ended up ( Read more... )