well its been a while since ive posted bcuz i havent felt like it... jus feelings i cant explain going thru my head. its almost been 2 weeks since ive seen her... and ive talked 2 her for like a total of 5 mins within that 2 week period... i jus went 2 my myspace account and some1 told me that dave really did put a pic of me and jenn in his ( Read more... )

i have been banned from all contact with jenn from now on... i can not speak with her or anything... i try 2 help people and this is what i fucking get? i have lost the one i love dearly... she means everything 2 me and i have just lost her... she was my reasoning of being here.... she kept that little spark of happiness in me grow when i was sad ( Read more... )

The one day feels like a lifetime. I watch the clock as the time passes by. I wait for the time I see you again. When that time shall come i shall be there. To hold on forever until i can no longer.

i wanted 2 write more but thats all i could come up with... ehh writers block... owell ill post more later.

ok well i havent updated in a while. well 2 catch everybody up on everything. dcf showed at the school the next day after the last post. and they talked 2 jenn. they said they would ask her rents a couple questions in the next week. ITS BEEN A FUCKING WEEK ALREADY! and now its the summer vacation so i have absolutly no way of seeing her... other ( Read more... )

well lets c wut i found out after school 2day. hmmm DCF is the gayest organization ever. they say they will come within a 24 hour period 2 talk 2 some1 in danger BUT NEVER FUCKING SHOW! im losing my mind bcuz jenn is now saying that she doesnt want 2 talk 2 DCF. if she doesnt then thats it for our relationship... her dad wont allow me 2 c her... ( Read more... )

gahh the past three days have been the worst ever. starting on tuesday. that nite jenns dad went into a rampage and grounded her for the whole summer, said she can never c me again, said me and her other friends do drugs and that all goths do drugs so she has 2 take a drug test cuz supposedly i got her into drugs, deformed the rabbit cage with his ( Read more... )

hey everybody. im fuckin bored at study hall yet again so im updating. well last nite was the worst ever. first of all i guess dave and kyrie were about 2 break up yesterday bcuz kyries friends r bein assholes and sayin they hate dave and if she doesnt break up wit him they will leave her. she was considering and idk wuts goin on. 2day they have ( Read more... )

yea im posting cuz i havent in a long while so yea... well everythings alrite... nuthin outta the ordinary... daves watchin over my shoulder again... so wuts new? MY HAIR WONT FUCKIN STAY DOWN!!!!!!!!!! gahhh. newayz *sigh*. well jenn is comin over my dads house 2day after school YAY! then when she goes home im goin 2 the mall and my step mom is ( Read more... )

im still lost and confused... ive talked 2 jenn and she says that everything is alrite and that hes not a problem nemore. now i have another worry... her ex john. he imed her a couple days ago asking her bac out. and ive heard from a few people its true. im scared that ive been screwed wit again. i mean i dont want 2 believe them bcuz i love jenn ( Read more... )

ehhh last nite wasnt that great... i may have seemed happy at dm but i wasnt... i talked 2 jenn when i got there online and first thing shes says 2 me is ::kills self::. it hurts when u care about some1 so much and they say they want 2 kill themselves. especially when its ur gf that u care about more than nething. when some1 says they want 2 kill ( Read more... )