sometimes i feel like everyone has to know something. its like a warning, or maybe just a bulletin. i dont know. ive been feeling weird lately. i want to be something inanimate, like an ice cube. where i dont have to think or move, just wait to melt. ive always loved and hated the world, but i dont see why it actually has to expect anything of me. ( Read more... )

i guess nobody does this anymore. thats right. all you pansies go off and be in myspace. ill sit in my corner and pretend im weeping. not like i actually checked this anyhow......yeah, thats right. i know you'll miss me complaining about life.

parents are back. school is about to start. its freakin hot outside. best friend went off to college. hardly done any homework. my bathroom smells. i have this stupid negative attitude.

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you ( Read more... )

ok, im back. in the case you all want to hear about my trip...well, id explain it but there's way too much to explain. lets just say i went up north, saw polar bears, went drinking every night (semi-legally) and am glad i went. im also tired as hell. anyhow, if anybody wants to hear about my adventures or just wants to chill out then im up for it ( ( Read more... )

not much been happening. i keep going on trips and coming back just as nate is leaving for his. he needs to stay home more. anyhow, im taking it easy, havent done any work, living on the bare sustanence necessary for life. my parents and various associated others are saying i need to look into colleges and look towards the future. like hell im ( Read more... )

im still alive.

haha. im at home doing my schoolwork. the fucking weekend cant come soon enough.

the end of the year is so close...yet so far...all that stands in my way is a shitload of stuff i need to do. everytime i think im finished, twenty new things pop up and kill me. its killer stressful. ow. ow. ow.

yeah. party last night. me and harris were gonna pick colin up but it got complicated somehow. mom got mad at me because i was supposed to be home at 9:30 and instead came home at 2. not the best idea. and i noticed how confrontations get alot harder when im half-drunk and tired. but whatever. had to get up pretty early to go volunteer at some ( Read more... )