I'm growing kinda sick of LJ.  Perhaps, I lost sight of why I kept it going for so long.  Although forced to sign up senior year, I admit I enjoyed the however many people on my friends list there are and commenting and all that.  It was all new to me and I don't know, it was cool.  But I mean now, maybe 4 people still go on this.  But it's not ( Read more... )

Basically, there's something I've known I was going to have to do eventually, but I wanted things to work out so much that I put it out of my mind.  It may seem like I'm talking about a relationship with a girl, but I am speaking of my relationship with college.  Syracuse to be exact. It's not working out for me and I'm looking to transfer junior ( Read more... )

Saturday night I logged onto MySpace and had a friend request from "Adlof Hitler", spelled wrong but nevertheless offensive.  The about me info was like a biography of Hitler and there's pictures of dead Jews piled up and it said, "Down with all Jews."  "They are vermon, they must all be exterminated."  I was moderately hung over as it was, but the ( Read more... )

I haven't been neglecting LJ.  I've had plenty of thoughts in my mind this month, but the way my mind works it's hard to write it down.  There's no real theme to any of it.  Well anyways, update on school.  This semester's been going a lot smoother.  Good classes, domestic teachers...I think I just aced my spanish quiz, can't wait to get my history ( Read more... )

It's weird to see yourself looking older.

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"He looked around at the perfectly white world, felt the wet kisses of the snowflakes, pondered hidden meanings in the pale yellow streetlights that shone in a world so whitely asleep. "Beautiful," he whispered.

I'm fucking stupid. I totally didn't try this semester, at least not as hard as I could've. And now I'm looking at like 2.6 GPA, which means I have to get whatever the fuck ever next semester to average a 3.5 so I can switch programs. Therefore, I dropped my Geography class for next semester because...it's pointless and I can't label maps worth ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I'll open up a bit and just explain myself before I end this. But please don't feel obligated to care if that's not your thing. Just scroll down to your next friend's entry ( Read more... )

Unfortunately that entry I was talking about isn't going to happen soon.  I can't write in this anymore, not for a while.  I don't know what's going on with me.  I keep saying shit and writing shit that I wouldn't normally say and I've become such an asshole.  I don't know why.  I'm just always angry.  I'm so exhausted with school and I never sleep ( Read more... )

I realize I haven't made a major update in a while and I've just been busy. I heard your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she ( Read more... )