do you know how hard it is to think about your dead grandma who was like a mother to you ( Read more... )

I hate boys. I hate liking boys. I hate when boys like me ( Read more... )

So there were very fun aspects of visiting Gina and some not so much ( Read more... )

so this weekend i get to go to college. and not like a college visit. i get to be in college. my best friend and sister invited me to stay with her for the weekend and hello, she wouldn't have had to ask if it weren't for me needing permission from my mother to go. but all i really did was ask my mom and she was like okay cool. haha she trusts me ( Read more... )

i'm married. i'm cradle robbing. i'm cheating. i'm failing. i'm giving up. i'm being hypocritical. i'm dreaming. i'm fantasizing. i'm learning. i'm wondering. i'm giving. i'm taking. i'm laughing. i'm living. i'm crying. i'm mourning. i'm regretting. i'm playing. i'm pretending. i'm hoping. i'm singing. i'm working. i'm writing. i'm trying. i'm ( Read more... )

Despite that fact that my best friend is off at college, I admit that I have some awesome people to hang out with and love this year. Their names are as follows ( Read more... )

well, most of the time, but ( Read more... )

but sometimes i have to FORCE myself to not do something or say something or be a certain way so i dont become a hipocrit myself. like these things ( Read more... )

i guess ill never have anyone to call takkun..ever. oh well.

"you were the one i saw first..."

So I'm still not used to sharing my feelings via internet, so everyone and anyone can see them (unless I can make this private which I haven't looked into that...). However, I thought I'd post a little sometin sometin for my friends. Desperate Housewives...mmm I love that show. I also love band. I really want to only play the Folk Song Suite. Does ( Read more... )