I have to make this quick because class starts in like 20 but I wanted to update because its not so often that I actualy remember to. Chirsty and Dom came down and it was a great visit a weekend or so ago. I miss them and it was good to see them even if I was horribly ill. I have been ignoring my health for a very very very long time and I finaly ( Read more... )

It happened yesterday. I do not know what the trigger was or even if I could figure out what the trigger factor was but I just snapped yesterday. I forgot about class and that kind of upset me and added to the immeasurable stress levels I have been feeling. I was fine in class and I drove home fine but the moment I reached my room I just dropped ( Read more... )

Ahh yes the age old problem of being perpetualy early. You have to find ways to kill lots of time. Did you ever wonder who came up with the saying KILL TIME. I mean thats kinda harsh. No sorry I know that sounded completely and totaly blonde. But I am after all KILLING TIME and that does allow for some random poorly motivated common sense puzzles ( Read more... )

While fear has had me paralyzed lately. I have pushed through enough to ask for help and to look for a optometrist to see if anything can be done or what is actually going on. While not driving at night has been a nuisance the fact that things are fuzzy altogether is troubling and has made me wonder if I should be driving at all. I drive myself ( Read more... )

Other then a knot in my neck from sleeping on it wrong, I am doing fine. I am ready for work today and all I have to do is make my lunch ( Read more... )

I am at this moment very retrospective. I just found out that some one I used to know in school killed themself. We used to ride the bus together and I will admit a slight crush that I had. but more over I am feeling rather strange because this is a person that I would credit having given me the first initial information and push to discover who I ( Read more... )

Ok now that I am completely done ranting about work and that hot mess I want to talk to you all about a conversation I had with my mother. Yesterday for no apparent reason my mother and I were actually in the same room together having a conversation about Star Trek. I am not sure how the conversation started but I am sure that it is my fault in ( Read more... )

Get this shit. To add to my rant from before apparently. First my dream Internship is slowly heading south in a hand basket. Its still going south. Even though I sat down with the head of the office and made my schedule up for the next two weeks. and some how they just forgot to tell me that they scheduled me an hour and a half before the office ( Read more... )

So I am just getting ready to go off to my internship again. After just two weeks I remember distinctly why I ended up leaving my original office job for school. The reason is because all office great or small no matter what kind of office it is is full of not only bullshit office politics but full of razor tooth harpie bitches. Made only double by ( Read more... )

I am sure that it probably goes without saying that if I were paid for my internship it would be even better. However I cannot complain I am at the very place were I wanted to be some people are not so lucky. So as I am poor I have started smoozing and working my charm...well what there is of it I have to work. I am taking lists of names and ( Read more... )