I have to call the place for my internship today and hopefully they will bring me in for an interview today. I would have loved to have gotten all this done before the holidays but I guess it wasn’t meant to be. Which means that even though my financial aid appeal went through the bureaucrats red tape gremlins have yet one again because nothing ( Read more... )

I know the title sounds like it has a touch of the usual melancholy and cynicism of my normal entries but I am going to try really hard to not go that way and just simply hand you some mental vomit in which I hope has some form of construction and insight ( Read more... )

Hello! It has been a long time I know. Be nice and I promise to give you the most detailed update I can ( Read more... )

Ok well break started and I wish I could say that my much needed break has brought with it some relaxing time it has not. I should be starting the last of my four classes this winter I should be graduating in the spring. I should be enjoying a nice internship with possible job opt this winter...however as the title says this is a story about how ( Read more... )

I don't know why they call it burning the midnight oil...and I am sure it dates back to some reference about lamp oil or some BS but I think we should change it up a bit for the insomniacs we should call it burning the midnight brain cells cause after some point without sleep the brain cannibalizes itself. I cant seem to get to sleep here it is 2am ( Read more... )

No they dont make them but people better get on it dammit. So I went to the eye doctor today. I havent seen an eye doctor since 1998... I only went because its my last shot effort to get rid of these week long migrains. So I get there the doctor is messing with that thing they put infront of your face full of lenses...trying to adjust my prescript ( Read more... )

I am not sure if everyone does this or if its just everyone that has ever had insomnia? But there is this time before sleep that lag time where you know you should be in bed so you lay there helplessly trying to fall asleep while your brain runs rabid over every detail and evil twisted crap in your brain til you begin to wonder if you are indeed ( Read more... )

So I was dumped today. Happy holidays. I feel utterly sick and pathetic. Not only was I dumped. However this would make ...lets count them....this would make I would roughly wager the seventh time I have been dumped by J.C. And I must say by pretty much everyone I know's standards that would make me indeed pathetic. or at the very least a Moron. I ( Read more... )

So in my spare time I have taken up reading Greek mythology. First I feel the need to define spare time. Spare time means when I am completely sherking my responisbilities for my C.D class. Cause no one knows how much I loathe that class well I have a suspision that my gpa knows how much I hate that class, anyway enough ramble. I have been reading ( Read more... )

So I have been having sleeping problems again. I can either not get to sleep or I amhaunted with night terrors when I do sleep. So mostly I have taken up staying up late and watching things on youtube. I have also taken up the listening habit of sitting and zoning out to the Gregorian monks...I have about 7 of there songs they did covers of.. I am ( Read more... )