So, I have now made 2 people cry in the last week. And I honestly can't remember I the last time I've done that.... if ever? One didn't really count since it was over something stupid and I don't think was 100% my fault. But the second.... all me. Sometimes I suspect I'm a terrible person?

Thank God for holidays.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I have Massachusetts license plates!!! What? At least they have a whale on them.... but no lone star ( Read more... )

... to add to the house saga ( Read more... )

FUCK people. Fuck secrets, and fuck a world that makes people have secrets which can never end well for anyone.

I hate not having any control over something that affects me directly. And I hate when people can't have the balls to stand up for what they want out of fear for what others will think. I'm over that at this point in my life, why can't ( Read more... )

So, part of my job is maintaining a house which has had 14 people living in it for 10 years. If you ever doubt how much fun this is, let me put it in perspective. Since noon today, I have discovered and more or less addressed ( Read more... )

I have to deliver some pretty awful news to my house in the morning, and I'm super nervous.

though it was much worse for lisa (the other supervisor) to deal with than me, but still.... I hate telling people sad things. Especially when I'm already mopey myself and not really in the mood for consoling.

We'll see.....

Have you ever completely and suddenly had to cut someone out of your life? I haven't before, and it's really, really hard. I refuse to let myself give in on this, but it's honestly making me miserable. UGH.

I'm just going to keep repeating, "this is for my own good. this is for my own good." And then maybe, at some point, I'll believe it.

wah

I'm going to be really really good with money this year, so that I can ( Read more... )

Wish I was at ACL this weekend, but alas.... hope everyone enjoyed the rain for me ( Read more... )

OK, I  learned my lesson. Avoiding COMPLETELY backfired. The space was actually kind of nice, but I got a panicked email after trying it for only two days, and now I have a little damage control to do. I don't think I've ever had a friendship this complicated before, and I've had some weird friends/friendships.... it's a little scary how simple it ( Read more... )