oh man oh man oh man! Exactly how Im feeling.... I'd still be smiling if you stabbed me....this smile is not real, just what you want to believe. UGH! Oh well...solution??? PARTY!!...?
Love you girl, dont forget. ♥ ← see i told you cool kids do this. haha
tRanNqUiLiTy Of LoNeLiNeEs- A bLaSt FrOm YoUr PaStfire_spinnerMay 25 2005, 19:49:31 UTC
you should really call me. i know i fucked up, lost time i will never get back. hurt so many people and turned my back when i was needed. so yeah. here is something i wrote in jail.
what happened wasnt all my fault or so i told myself i wasn't the only soul there there was another one one that i considered a friend i never meant to hurt u i never meant to anger u just like u never meant to ignore me just like u never meant to hurt me im sorry for what i did and i still love u with this empty soul that u have left me a soul that wants nothing but u a soul that wants ONLY u
I know you care, you've never asked me how i think you come off to people ~makes angry face~ hehe jk :) incase you havent figured out who this is, its me, sean :P the cutest little freshman you'll ever know ;) ~coughs~ lie! ~coughs~ o wait...lying is a sin isnt it? i belive its one of the 10 commandments...whoops :D. don't let the man whores get you down, i think the reason they don't appreciate you, is because they've fucked so many girls, they all just start to look the same, ya know? and about that guy who said i dont give a fuck to his gf, he needs a good ol fashion ass whoopin. so i guess u'll never read this...o well im gonna show you a quote that henry came up with(from spanish) that makes you ponder "If ignorance is evil, and yet ignorance is bliss...is bliss evil???"~everybody has to go sometime...it's just one long good-bye
I'm sorry everything seems so shitty at the moment but remember with time it will be ok and there will always be happy times ahead. I've sent you some money to help pey for the fine. I hope you use it with a happy heart, just remember that I love you and always will be here if you need me. I'm done with school and scared to death because I'm going to the air force but hey if all goes well you're going in to and we'll both have hell stories.
If anyone one ever completly explains love and life clearly to me I'll give them a thousand dollars and then publicly wax my entire body from head to toe. Now one knows what love is but they know how they should be treated if someone loves them and as far as I can tell luis isn't doing that by anyone's standards. I think half the guys in el paso need a really good ass kicking...and the other half just need a push in the right direction. Don't say that there aren't nice guys in el paso. I believe there are they just aren't rich hunks with a javalin for a dick. Don't tell me that girls don't look for that because if any girl found that kind of guy they'd drop what guy is in there life and elope with him that second. Here's a tip...find a not so cute guy to date because at least you know he's not gonna cheat on you.
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Exactly how Im feeling....
I'd still be smiling if you stabbed me....this smile is not real, just what you want to believe.
UGH!
Oh well...solution??? PARTY!!...?
Love you girl, dont forget.
♥ ← see i told you cool kids do this. haha
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what happened wasnt all my fault or so i told myself
i wasn't the only soul there
there was another one
one that i considered a friend
i never meant to hurt u
i never meant to anger u
just like u never meant to ignore me
just like u never meant to hurt me
im sorry for what i did
and i still love u with this empty soul that u have left me
a soul that wants nothing but u
a soul that wants ONLY u
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