I guess I've been home sick for a while now, but I couldn't put my finger on it. I'm a little bit better now that Josh is here because I don't feel so lonely. I think I need some help figuring out colors for my wedding. I have no clue, I know I don't want girly colors but I just don't know. Please help, anyone? I'm sitting here babysitting ( Read more... )

How come I know I don't want kids, yet just now while I was watching these kids and Josh is over here and sorta helping. He did a couple of cute things with the kid and it made me smile and think that he'd be a good dad. I'm lost

Most of the time I'm depressed or feel like everyone hates me, but I don't really feel like that right now.I'm babysitting for a co-worker that's actually leaving the airforce on the 9th. She's pretty kewl she's helped me through some things at work that I was having a hard time with. Work is going good as long as I'm kept working I loose all ( Read more... )

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As the world turns I'm more worried about how things are going to turn out for me. I love Josh so much and can't wait until I get to see him again. I feel like I'm stupid all the time and for some reason I seem to get depressed easy. I don't know what's wrong, I feel like I have no friends but I know I do. All my friends are far away. I havn't ( Read more... )

Hey everyone how are things? Just in case I havn't told you I'm getting married, but I don't have a date set. I'm just engaged at the moment. His name is Josh and he is a wonderful man, I'm incredibly happy in knowing I'll spend the rest of my life with him by my side.

Well I had a blast is Cali. But now I'm back and I'm visiting Alex and then I'll be at home mopeing around. Then tomarrow at 2:00 pm my reqruiter will be picking me up to go to the hotel. I'm so scared but It'll be an experience I'll never forget. Talk to you all In 6 weeks.

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It's a month until I ship out to boot and I don't know if I can make it. My boyfriend is wonderful as always. All the stress I'm putting myself under is making me crabby. I blew up at Alex last night sorta, so I was quiet for about 2-3 hours then I told him I was sorry. I keep fucking up. First it was one thing now this, is he going to be able ( Read more... )