So I figured that it was time to do a somewhat sort of an update, even though I realize most don't read this anymore...Guess that's understandible when you have started to loose track of everyone...So it's the second week of classes, and I am really starting to wonder even more what I am doing here, and if I am really meant to obtain a higher ( Read more... )

Just thought that I would drop a line, and wish everyone a very happy as well as Merry holiday season.  Hope you call all find time to relax, get away from work, from school, etc.  I wish you all the best. 

So the other day a friend was telling me that my blogs are so long, and she would never know what to write, but here's the thing, its not like I plan to have them that length it just really happens, and hell its not like generally I have an idea what to write about, again it just happens that way.

So the other day as I was sitting in class, the ( Read more... )

Emotionally and physically I feel totally drained, I just don't really know anymore.  Everything seems to be taking its toll on me, and I really don't know what to do about it.  Last night I will admit I was a pretty low spot, nothing seemed to be working, things kept triggering me, I felt stuck, incredibly unsure of what I should do, how I should ( Read more... )

A  friend sent this to me today.  Hopefully it brings you alot of joy like it did for me on a really rough day...Take care of yourselves, and I also just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

So it's been one of those incredibly emotional weeks, that seems like it will never end...I've had a rough time trying to catch everything up for school, and the more I work the more I feel so overwhelmed, and even more stressed then when I started.  The next few weeks if not months are going to be a living hell to the point I have been thinking ( Read more... )

There is alot going on for me emotionally, physically, mentally, and just alot that I dont even really know how to discribe....I feel so unprepared for this semester, I mean its the third week of class, I have bearly done any reading because of everything going on with grams memorial service, I suffered a HUGE stress migraine last week which I ( Read more... )

So its that time of year where there shouldnt be too many stresses, more just moments of anxiety, however I cant say that this is true for myself *sighs*....It all started off with yesterday when I went to get my OSAP, a 'red flag' rang in the lady who was releasing it to me, saying that there was a problem with me only taking three courses... ( Read more... )

Girls ( Read more... )

I stole this from a great girl who is wise beyond her years.  Remeber though you may not realize it, and may not feel valuble to this world, that there is someone in this world who thinks that you are everything, that you are their world.  Take care of yourselves, peace.

By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime ( Read more... )