So here I am again. A lot has changed. Its been years since ive posted to this and after going through another break up, I thought that I might gain some knwledge about myself by looking at my old posts. I cant believe how much I used to post to this joirnal for so my years. Sufices to say I was inspired, captivated, excited, ashamed and all those ( Read more... )

i know someone i wont be talking to again.

it was bound to happen, and now it has.

now i'm just washing my hands emotionally.
they're spotless

first off, i'm going to have to start off with: Wow, you think you know someone. i mean, obviously a lot has changed over the past few months, but i hadn't expected EVERYTHING to flip around. and then to call with the quick message of "fuck you", granted i could have responded better to the picture. what the fuck? you know. i cant believe how ( Read more... )

that last one was a test to see if anyone was reading. :P

fuck off and stop reading this

dyanna came over today and told me she had this connection at Alcatraz and when we got into it, we started talking baout doing an art show there over the summer ( Read more... )

so for the past few days i have been feeding off of my room mates pity of me. and i don't know how i feel about it. i'm happy for sure that they are helping me out. but i don't like to mooch and its come to the point where i cant "graciously refuse" because i literally haven't eaten all day ( Read more... )

this is so frustrating ( Read more... )

dude, bobby was soooo right about girls in the house. they are so fucking passive agressive and it pisses me off. i wake up and i dont even get all the way down stairs and emily throws a pile of stuff in my hands and i'm like... "whats going on ( Read more... )

i just searched for the little douche on facebook and found pictures of him!!! you have no idea how lame this kid is ( Read more... )