i haven't posted (or thought about this thing) in years. i miss it.

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people are frustrating.

girls are so fucking dumb.

if your boyfriend calls you a whore, tells you he has been forcing the relationship for months, and then breaks up with you, i don't think you should start "hanging out" with him again 2 days later.  because we all know that hooking up is included in that hanging out.

stupid fucking girls. 

I can't find any clothes that I like anymore.  Normally I shop at forever21, urbanoutfitters, delias, american eagle, h&m...I understand that these are more of "juniors" stores but I usually like them.  Am i growing up and at an awkward in between stage or is the affordable fashion world just crap currently?

+ b makes me the happiest girl in the world.  i love coming home and laying in bed half the weekend.  i can't wait for it to be may so i can go home again ( Read more... )

I've tried all of this before, but now it's more important than ever.  I'm not ready to lose this relationship.  I'm willing to change myself the best that i can without giving up what is important to me.  but, sunshine, i wish i could talk to you without things blowing up into a fight.  long distance is not something that i'm good at.  i hope that ( Read more... )

I think that I have way too much free time on my hands. Instead of doing productive things, I spend the majority of my time watching tv or reading (for fun, not for classes). I need to get my ass in gear. Because of this lovely procrastination problem I have a paper to write, exam to study for, and a presentation to put together tonight. Way to ( Read more... )

i just don't know how to get things to work out for me. the one thing i want more than anything in the world is unattainable. i just wish it would fall into place somehow. it sucks that i'm quickly running out of time.

today is the day i have been waiting for. it's taken ages to get here. the only thing standing between me and freedom for a week is william faulkner. you'd think that after 4 years i'd learn that saving a paper until HOURS before class is a bad idea ( Read more... )