"Someone else has all my pieces, still. I want to take them back but I'm afraid to break the hope, as if I ever was dumb enough to think that hope wasn't already broken beyond repair."

i hope that this person doesn't mind me stealing their thoughts, but it sums it all up.  i'm sure my hurt is immature, but it's still there.  it's constant.

it makes me crazy...no matter how hard i try to cut off all emotions...theyre there.

i can pretend theyre not, but then when i see him, or even when he simply updates his facebook and it shows up everything changes.

my stomach starts churning, i feel shaky and my heart pounds.

it drives me nuts.  we're over and done...but i still get just as ( Read more... )

amanda is hate.  hate and hurt.  always.

I just pulled out the shittiest paper i've ever written in my life, about my least favorite piece of literature ever...Beowulf.  Ugh.  I am not excited about my classes this semester ( Read more... )

tonight  i cleaned up the attic.  my mom's been getting on me about how i just put all my junk up there.  i'm a pack rat and a neat freak...i like the out of sight, out of mind mentality.  anywho, so within my journey through the mess i found so much.

+ a GORGEOUS vase
+ some super psychadelic artwork (including a weird artsy portrait of my parents)
+ ( Read more... )

What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before? away football game, atl, coached

What was your biggest achievement of the year? 3.4 gpa!  and loving my job more than anything else in my life.

Whose behavior merited celebration? Cristina bc she's always there for everyone.

What song will always remind you of 2007? so many...right now "bed" j ( Read more... )

so i am  home...finally.

kinda cool, minus the fact that im super boring and have no money.  oh yea, and its cold.

work is lovable, as always.

fuck you christmas and your expensive-ness.

"Our Generation has had no Great war, no Great Depression. Our war is spiritual. Our depression is our lives."
- Chuck Palahniuk

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me...

SUPERBAD PARTY TONIGHT!!!!

so i pregamed and drank with everyone, but opted not to go downtown with them. so now im alone, drunnk at the house ( Read more... )