everyone wants someone.something. anything to hold onto. i've got my friends, my mom,a dn a bright fututre. but why is it that something is missing. this empty feeling that im missing out. like that day i gave my heart away to this boy. only to find is was fe exed to me in pieces the next morning. i feel used. abused. and stupid sometimes. but then ( Read more... )

wow, it's been awhile
im totally hooked on myspace
but maybe ill startposting more.....

tell me again the part
how you didn't feel a thing for me
whisper to me
the part
how you neverreally cared
i feel no mercy
no drop of love

so cold

but so alive

bored
but content
disapprovingly flowing with this
current
climbing the stairs
step by step
but ever so often
looking back

so you want to know
of how we avalanched down our wasted tears
declined from the gates of hope

didn't i tell you, not yo0 look at me that way';;;??

How we breathed so much love

And our naivette sighs

Emotions now a blaze

I woke up this morning wondering why I even cried, whined, complained thought of how selfish, self absorbed I was and how insensitive and undisiplined lazy, and stuck up , and bitchy I was. I vowed that I would always be a good, considering and kind . Then I look in the mirror, and think “damn” whose that sexi babe?

personally only know one

who is gone than i

he sits on a concrete floor as i speak

in his cell

eating the cold food

w/ a side or der of

guilt

to a crime created by a foolish child

the ugly duckling, who wanted to be a swan

tombe poutburre, we swayed a steady rhym

batma, faigh

the music stopped

think b4 u make up your mind

you dont seem to realize

i can do this on my own

and if i fall

i'll take it all
...

in a middle of a gun fight

in a center of a restaurant
they say,

come wiht your arms held high

well they're never gonna get me

like a bullet through a flack of doves

to wage

this war against my faith...