so i didn't think it was possible ( Read more... )

lol.. stupid song ( Read more... )

sometimes i cannot honestly believe how selfish some people are.
it makes me sick.
but then i have to make myself not care.. and move right along.

i was going to write an entry
but i'm really not up to it anymore.

:D

well, some of them at least ( Read more... )

damn.
i just smoked some cali dro...
and i tell you what.
haha..
it feels great.

when i'm bankin
haha
i hope to do this more often.

i had a good breakdown with justin today ( Read more... )

even though you're sneaky
and careless
i'm still here.
you talk about karma but it's gonna turn right back on you too.
you aren't perfect.
you might be worse than me.
*shrug*
but i'm still here.

people get more and more disappointing every day.

i just wanted a normal friendship ( Read more... )

i shouldnt hope to feel special on my birthday.

i guess that shoulda stopped before i hit 20. but.. i guess i'll make it this year officially.

my mom washed my hair today, though.
that was nice.

man.
i was this close to having a bad trip last night.
i was freaking out inside my head.. you just don't know.
i'm sorry i didn't get to stay, but i doubt i was missed.
hm.

it's my birthday today.
the big 2 0.
fun shit.

something tells me that no one reads this anymore.

justin is asleep.
and i'm bored.
what to do

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