i don't know what i am doing, i am so fucked up right now in the head it isn't even funny. She is sending mixed messages and i don't know i am going to do and rob i think is trying to make me jealous so i figure that i iwll stay out of the commens so i don;t have to see it ne more and i don't really like the mix feelings she is sending because it ( Read more... )

well i have made my choice not to talk to her ne more and her lil ass b/f say one wrong thing to me i am going to blow his shit and it is kinda werid that rob said that he never knew her when i showed him his pic and now all of a sudden they become friends and now they are going out and that is blow shit they haven't even know her for two months ( Read more... )

well i have realized that she doesn't want to talk me really. she doesn't return my phone calls and i really don't like it but if that is the way she wants it then w/e it fine with me. i just wish that she would talk to me but i really don;t know why she won't, yes i have done some wrong things but she should still talk to me but i don't know what ( Read more... )

hey all i am feeling confused right now. i didn't know how she feels ne more. she doesn't tell me things nemore like she used to do and she doesn't sound like she really wants to talk to me ne more. i feel like she is just blowing me off and i really don;t like it and it makes me really not want to talk to her. But i really don't know how much she ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking life soooo much. i do the stupidest things and i have done to way stupid thing now. i wish i would just die because it hurts sooo much. Jessie and i broke up again and i think for good now but i wish we never had broke up. i love her soo much it hurts soo much deep down inside i know that i did the dumbest thing i have could have ( Read more... )

hey all it's been really long time since i ahve updated like last school. well i had fun over hte summer i work alot and got to see my girl alot. well homecoming was this past weekend in lo as people know and i was there bout time. well i got to drive me and my girla dn our friends to homecoming it was a blast i love dancing with my baby. i was ( Read more... )

hey all i never really update on here ne more . well i am going to a concert tomorrow Rascall Flatts woohoo. i am really mad that my girls dad doesn't really like coming to get me ne more but oh well that's just them. i love my girl with all of my heart. i just wish i could be back in lake orion with all of my freidns and my girl so i can see them ( Read more... )

wow it been a long time since i have updated. well i had to move because the house i was in the lease was up so that sux and now where i live is better a lil bit. well as everyone knows me a jessie aren't engage ne more but maybe it was for the best because i think we are coming closer again then what we were but that's what i think, i don't know ( Read more... )

so wud up yo well now i had my house meeting and they are talking about moving me or my roommate in june because we are close friends and they don't like it and i get back 100 and something amount of money back for the rent take i didn't pay so yea whatever i was so aggravated last night so yea well ttyl bye

well i haven't updated for a while because i am just to busy to to update and i work alot but which is good so i don't have to listen to the shit at my house. well life suxs i have court on thrusday and i am tried of being fucking dicked around in this fucking program throw the state. i am the only one that got and job first in that hell hold and i ( Read more... )