What are dreams? You dream when you sleep, you dream of what could be, you dream of one day hoping to be something you never were, you dream of being a better person & hoping that one day, these may come true. Happiness, what is happiness? They say happiness is only real when shared, why isn't everyone happy? Love, What is love? The ability to give ( Read more... )

As each day goes by I have come to realize that I do not need anything bad that has made my life miserable for a bunch of years. Including "friends" that haven't really proved to me that they are good people. I have stopped doing-almost-everything that has made my life miserable. I've chosen the best boyfriend anyone could ask for, and it's amazing ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here wondering why I let people walk all over me... Or even for that matter, wondering why I don't have any friends. I do nice things for everyone and treat people good & they use and abuse me. I love life, maybe because I'm scared to die. But I can't take this bullshit anymore. Everyone is making me crazy, or am I just making myself ( Read more... )

all my life.... though some have changed. Some forever not for better, some have gone & some remain. All these places have there moments... with lovers and friends I still can recall, some are dead and some are living. In my life, I loved them all. But of all these friends and lovers there is no one, compares with you. And these memories lose there ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to write about anymore. Everyone has changed. There are some people who remain the same. But there are also others who have changed the most in every which way. It's hard to understand. Idk, goodnight.

Time goes by so fast. It goes by so fast I think that things that happened almost a year ago just happened. I can't believe I've been back and forth with the same person. Been hurt by the same person millions of times. & I still seem to love him to death. I don't get it. Why do I do it to myself, why does everyone do it to themselves? I mean we're ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of everyone in Meriden! I can't take it anymore. It's alright though, everyone will get theirs. I'm just done trying to be nice to everyone to get nothing at all in return, not even happiness. Maybe everything's too complicated for me. Who knows, maybe I'll never know. One of my good friends are in jail, I'm emotional depressed all the ( Read more... )