fortunately gonei wait for you in heaven ( Read more... )

who can spend 650 bucks in two days and have nothing but a scarred liver and a pounding fucking headache to show for it????

...give up?

it's me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need one night to myself. for myself ( Read more... )

sitting in a meeting i arrived ten minutes late to.
didn't get to shower because i woke up late.
not wearing underwear.
smell like sex.
rock.

ouch. my saturday night ended sunday at 11:30 am. i was walking back from a friend's apartment. the air was hazy and burning bright in the sunlight. i walked by people eating sunday brunch and they just stopped and stared as i walked by. when i got home i looked in the mirror and saw that my eyes were the most brilliant shade of red ( Read more... )

i was waiting for the j train. near the front of the platform at the marcy stop. a short metal fence. maybe a hundred feet above the BQE. falling would have been nice ( Read more... )

it's all catching up to me and i was acting really weird at work today. i told them i took too much cold medicine to try to explain it, but all i really took was an aleve ( Read more... )

you can run, you can hide, you can feed your foolish pride
you can use, and abuse, in the end you always lose
i cheated myself at solitaire
i hated last night. it was turning out to be such an incredible night. work was long and i am tired. but my friend's going-away party was going on and i had to go. a bottle of really good tequila and my ( Read more... )

....i am at work and looking through work-emails just to make sure i know whats going on....

i sent a message to a co-worker the other day saying that a question i had asked him had been answered by someone else, so he could ignore my previous email.

...except i mistyped and wrote
"please ignore my precious email"

precious.

i'm a fag.

...ninth day straight at work. blah ( Read more... )