i have my critique at school at 6pm tonight.
i am not ready.
i do not care.

i hate life.
i give up on it.

and i
i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't want to go
can't you wait
maybe i don't want to go

great big platter of that love chitter chatter

ouch.
my sister plays the 'scratch n match' game in the daily news. saturday she scratched and matched 100,000 dollars.
today the paper printed a retraction, regretting they printed one wrong number.
i think she should sue.

i lived life last night. and i'm smiling about it.
and i don't care about this stupid fucking school anymore

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i finished my term paper and gave a nice presentation. i am impressed with myself. and i'm not stressed about the stupid final project.

i felt this after a nice hot decaf tea with whiskey. plus i fixed my fucked up hair.

nightmares are beginning to feel commonplace again. oh well.


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so everything fell apart today.
everything.

...oh well.

a shot of vodka? yes please. with a cough medicine chaser.

thank you and good night.

i have to go to bergdorf goodman.
me.
...sigh.

it's for school.
i am dressing up like an icognito-rockstar so i can bring my camera.

...i had so many bad dreams last night i can't count them...