and if i wake from dreams shall we cry together
for their howling echoes
and restart the night
and why did you say that things shall fall
and fall, and fall, and fall, and fall apart...
the only thing i have accomplished today is a surprise severe nosebleed ( Read more... )

i feel like i burned a hole in the center of my face ( Read more... )

saturday night was rough ( Read more... )

...sinking like a stone in the sea ( Read more... )

i am becoming afraid of food again. reading ingredients... finding all of the bad shit.... i can exist on peanuts and water. maybe some lettuce here and there.

billy .....that's sad.... they were great live.

i feel so old inside and so fucking tired.

i just put away around 500 cd's ( Read more... )

walking away ( Read more... )

slept thirteen hours. withdrew from school. filed taxes. applied to several different schools. had in depth conversations with banks and loan offices that resulted in them making notes on my 'profile' that i am paranoid and insane ( Read more... )

meeting up with people who have been drinking all day long is not fun when you are stone cold sober and need someone to talk to ( Read more... )

for not having the interdisciplinary project completed, i did well. B ( Read more... )