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My problems are getting worse and yet better. I'm not sure whats going on. I still cut and the craving is becoming more. My life at home is slowly falling apart but looks like it's being repaired. I just don't know what to say. Everything is acting like it's all okay? It's bull shit ( Read more... ) -
The Games
I hate that I can't be myself. I just want to be who I am, but I can't. It's like it's illegal for me to be me. Every time I show someone who I really am, they leave me/ disappear from my life. There's never any questions or explanations. They just leave and act like they never knew me ( Read more... ) -
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I must say I am happy as fuck right now. My boyfriend, Cameron, is amazing. He always knows what to say to make me feel better. I'm not sure how he does it, since we've only known each other for about almost two years and yet all the friends that I've known since I was little can only do it so often. I'm glad I have him in my life ( Read more... ) -
This Guy
I have this guy in my life an it's weird. For the past couple of months I've been mildly happy. The last time I felt like this I got hurt and I did some stupid shit. I'm a little scared really. Having your heart shattered into a million pieces is a horrible feeling and it can completely change a person (I know it did me ( Read more... ) -
Feelings
Today has been dull, pointless, and painless(for once). I'm rather lonely to say , but then again I'm not ( Read more... ) -
"Hoildays"
As I write this today, there are only about two days till Christmas, and I hate it. I've never truly understood the meaning of celebrating something that none of us truly need. The music sucks, people are always faking their happiness by now, and to many people trying to be nice ( Read more... ) -
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This is my first time on here and so far it has been an interesting one. I've found people like me and that's a good thing. About time I've found people that understand and know what I'm going through ( Read more... )