i miss you Tony.

hmm...my chest, stomach, AND head hurts.

And he left AGAIN.

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

i went to his old house today.  he gave me a key b4 he left.  its still their house until July 1st.  so...its not like i was doing anything wrong.  i went in his room...and called him from there.  i miss him so much.  it was sad.  i layed down in the bed...and it didnt feel rite without him there...but i still fell asleep without a problem.  hes ( Read more... )

I found a 4 leaf clover today.  im so happy.  as soon as i got off the phone with Tony i went searching for one.  and within 3 minutes, i found one!  what luck.  now, if i only i was lucky enough to have him here with me.  i miss him so much.

One leaf is for HOPE...

( i hope neither Tony nor I forget any feelings we have towards each other ( Read more... )

i miss him soo much. i woke up this morning, with a big smile on my face, because i had a dream about him. like i do every nite. but....this time, i couldnt get in my car and drive over to tell him about it. so...my smile quickly disappeared. and my mom came in my room to tell me i left my sunroof open in my car last nite. yay. :'( im going ( Read more... )

he left...an hour ago.

wow. it sucks how things can get sooo messed up ( Read more... )

One leaf is for HOPE...

The second for FAITH...

The third for LOVE...

And the fourth for LUCK!

I love my Honey Bear <3

and also: Happy belated birthday AJ!!!