hmm lets go back ( Read more... )

i am a live journal freak ( Read more... )

oh my gahdd i should be sleeping. i have to get up at like 7. fuck haha ( Read more... )

woow its 11.11. thats craziness. not really, 11.11 wishes never work, dont waste your time fellas ( Read more... )

alright so i wasnt mad at jimmy about anything until yesterday. i knew that breaking up had no effect on him whatsoever and that made me feel like shit all on its own, knowing how much it effected me..but yesterday he was ballsy enough to go to kalyns register to buy condoms. thats fucked up. like, if i were him, i would be steering clear of the ( Read more... )

uhm i forgot to write that i wanted to state ( Read more... )

alrighty then. so jimmy broke up with me on friday night. not gunna lie, im doing alot better than i thought i would..and it sucks cause whenever i tell someone theyre like 'oh hes an asshole' or 'you could do better' no fuck that, hes not an asshole [most of the time] and i wouldnt want to do better. i still defend him. i should very well be mad ( Read more... )

i am ungrateful.

i am pathetic.

i am emotional.

i am a mess.

i dont understand how anyone could ever love me.

im sorry.

i love you.

i am very easily angered man. it sucks ( Read more... )

so im pissed i didnt update this a week ago. mother ( Read more... )