im bi polar. i want to feel appreciated. every day i listen to people complain. EVERYDAY. and then if i interject to say something about myself or my life, my problems. or my accomplishments, i get a 'ughh' or just like general disinterest. like, thank you for listening to me complain every SINGLE fucking day for the last year kels but please, keep ( Read more... )

i love coming back to livejournal and seeing what was big in my life last time i wrote in it. in march this year, i hadnt talked to josh in 5 days and was freaking out. HAHAHA my life has changed drastically ( Read more... )

i havent heard from or talked to josh in five days. not one word. he hasnt gone online. i sent him a message on facebook a few days ago asking if i was going to be getting back money he owed me and he hasnt answered, which im assuming means he hasnt been on facebook either. i started to worry. he could have killed himself, for all i knew. i saw ( Read more... )

im free! im free! im free!

theres a deep voiced man in my living room. and i dont know who he is ( Read more... )

fuck

i gave up on livejournal again.

i dont want to tell people about my life anymore.

i think its the safest way to go with everything thats going on.

if you wanna know how im doing, holler at me.

peace out livejournal.

oh and when you ditch me for a week for alcohol, its okay.

wow youre a faggot and a half ( Read more... )

haha guess who loves their life again ( Read more... )

mm nothing exciting happens in my life therefore i dont feel the need to write anymore. fuck ( Read more... )