it all began when i got a phone call last wednesday. it was nicole asking me if i wanted to go to st.louis to see new found glory. im always down for that kind of stuff, especially when it comes to one of my favorite bands. i didnt really have money but i didnt care. the drive was about 4 hours. we get to the venue and had to pay extra fees for not ( Read more... )

i really just wish i could have someone to tell me that its okay and still motivate me to do all of this bullshit. becuase at this point. i just want to quit everything. im not doing so well, and its starting to show.

i knew from the beginning it wasnt going to happen. i have never been so excited to see one stupid band in my life.

today my dad and i went on a bike ride. which was really nice. but after i was watching tv with him and a commercial came on about dads taking their daughters to the shedd aquarium or something. and i was trying to be funny and i said, dad this is your demographic. and then he yelled at me and said remember when you didnt want to have anythign to ( Read more... )

i went to the hospital the other day, ive got something wrong with my liver and i had a panic attack or something ( Read more... )

i had my radio show today. me and sully played all 80s music, it went really good and we both had a lot of fun. we figured out that we could record our show onto a cd half way through. so unfortunately i only have the second half recorded ( Read more... )

i did my radio show yesterday. it was so much fun. but i was freaking out through the whole thing. when im like nervous i dont talk. and theres nothing i hate more than hearing that im quiet or im whatever else that has to do with that. whatever ( Read more... )

i really love school, and my mom doesn't think so. whatever ( Read more... )

so im in my third week of school and its going real good. my teacher gives us commercials to read and we have been starting to write our own 30 second spots that we record on mini discs ( Read more... )

so. this is a rough draft of the next year ( Read more... )