you know whats fucked up?
i need to get my shit together.
i got 1 month.

Four jobs I’ve had in my life that aren’t on my resume ( Read more... )

i am officially fucked on my money situation for probably the next 2 months.
i am sitting at home, and i cant hang out because i can not afford it.
at least internet is free.

all i have been drinking the past week is ibc cream soda. in september tony and i are going to michigan and we are giong to cash in all of the bottles. so far i have $1.60.

tony and i thought it would be a good idea to mix kiwi and oragnes with soy milk and yogurt. i also thought it would be a good idea to order fried eggplant from fridays. and i think one of them were bad. i serously want to die right now. =[

i work at 9 am.

i just want next year to come. seriously.
i just want my mom to SHUT UP.
i just wish i could save money.
i got my bank statement back from last month.
i spent 600 dollars.
where i got 600 dollars?
that, i do not know.
i got robbed today, kinda.
i hate the mall.

so today when i went to get gas i decided i wanted to buy 5 bucks worth of $1 scratch offs....so like, 5 scratch offs. i told the girl i didnt want 'ante up' or 'neon 9s' because they suuck and i never win on those. so she fucking gave me 5 'dinosaur doublers'. i played them once before and after the first time i decided that hate 'dinosaur ( Read more... )

this whole niu thing is really bothering me. and the time tony and i went to the movies with that insane guy. i cant stop thinking about it, i get nervous when im in public. and im having nightmares about it. i wish it would stop. =[

i so totally serious about losing weight.
tony already lost 12 pounds.
i lost like 1. i probably lost more, but yesterday i ate pizza. lame.
i bought a scale today.
and i ran. meaning, walked for 15 mins, and did the elliptical for 10.
maybe this will also motivate me to be clean, suckers.

i got a new job today ( Read more... )