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tonight was sweet.
wait, no it wasn't.
i cried allll evening.
fuck that shit.
seriously.

anddddddd a survey.
comment or die.
you choose. <3 ( Read more... )

livejournal is gay

...and so am i? *wink*

okay, no..!

fuck.

i just read my last entry and realized i hate being drunk.
okay, that isn't true, but sometimes it is.
tonights gone to hell.
i just now woke up and theres nothing to do.
my fucking nintendo is broke. i'm pissed.
the end.

so, so happy.
i'll do a longer update later.
<3b

I'm in such a good mood right now and it is almost like I'm an entirely different person. CRAZY, i know. I guess the holidays bring out the best of me ( Read more... )

hmmm..i don't think i can wait 23 more years.

ahhhhhh. <3 radiohead!

"Can we just kill overselves already?" - me.

"...not right now, maybe tomorrow." - mom.

I haven't gotten my way in a very long time.

Lately I feel so weak that I don't really give a damn about the things that could possibly happen to me and frankly that scares me a little. It's so nice that my mom could really care less about what happens to me ( Read more... )

Fuck.

You want to know what sucks?

The fact that I make myself miserable. The fact that I may be starting to somewhat enjoy these feelings of pain. The fact that I can never seem to satisfy anyone, especially not myself.  The fact I might hurt someone. The fact that I lose everyone I get close to. The fact that I don't want to fucking be alone ( Read more... )