i think updating in this is really more depressing than it is amusing.

wow i cant even believe how much has happened since the last time i updated this thing. its just way to weird to think about. it feels like forever. i cant even begin to write down things either. it would almost take away from it.

pretty much stopped writing in this for a while.

ok? yesterday i had a basement show at my house or something. yea it was strange. so alex megan and mike all came over at like 3 to tye dye. it was awesome. then lots of people started showing up at my house. and it was cool. idk probably like 30ish random kids were at my house in total through the whole night. it was strange but fun. i thought it ( Read more... )

yess tonday was amazing. well starting yesterday i went to the mall with danielle and alex after school. danielle wanted to buy this jacket that was awesome but she saw it on a bunch of people and didnt want it anymore. and then we got burger king and got white shirts at old navy to tye dye. haah fuck we fuckin dressed up in the store like old ( Read more... )

well this weekend was fucking nuts. started with me and alex going to take the mside bus to julies cause she was home sick. they wouldnt let us on. so i called bobby and he came and got us, brought ross home and then picked up danielle. so we chilled at julies and did superlatives for our grade. then we went to fridays and i wore this hotdog hat ( Read more... )

for some reason i really dont want to have my new years resolutions. i just want to like live and not have to worry about it. like alex said in her last post. i really have been thinking about it and i think a lot of the reason why im so upset is because i think about the past. and thinking about the past is no better than thinking about the future ( Read more... )

well its a new year. 2005. its weird to think in two more i'll be out of high school. and in one more a lot of people will be gone. its really sad but it's life. well anyway there's only two days left of break. i knew it would go by way too fast. at least i had fun though. i was so happy, i got to chill with steffi and megan for most of it and i ( Read more... )

yes life is life... things have been good. idk ive been really sad lately though. i think im thinking about summer, last year, shit, people, ideas, idk. whatever ( Read more... )

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