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yeah I threw up blood this morning... is that bad ( Read more... )

oh my bob ( Read more... )

omg, Jared is such a sweetheart ( Read more... )

I had a cigarette scare tonight... I was outside of Battistons (para usual) smoking a cigarette and talking with Ryan, Chris and this kid Chris is friends with when all of a sudden I saw my mom drive throught the parking lot again... and I had just taken a drag... and blown smoke... and she was right there ( Read more... )

this week has just sucked so badly ( Read more... )

thank you... for your harrassment... for making me cry... for making me cut... for making me bleed... for making me drink... for making me smoke... for making me starve ( Read more... )

ok... I know my last entry was kind of sketchy... so I kind of want to explain myself maybe just a little better ( Read more... )

I want you all to know... that I never meant for any of this... and whatever happens forthwith will still continually be my fault... because I feel like I'm the only one worth any blame... Thank You All... for everything these past few weeks... I still love you Tracy... I do... don't doubt that... and Betsy too, for what it's worth I'll always love ( Read more... )

ok so a couple things have been pissing me off this week... and I feel like ranting ( Read more... )